hei..dis is bout conflict of heart
hmm aku suka seseorang, yess of coz lelaki..aku bukan setakat suka aku dah terlanjur sayang dia..yes terlanjur menyukai dia dari batasan sepatutnya. WHY?? bcoz dia adlh my BFF, hmm someone yg i tak pernh pikir akn tersuka, bcoz i already know dia tu sweet talker,, but the end i yg sngkut.. sakit weh.. hmm starting as a little bro yg hve a probs n i as a big sister kononnya nk take care n dgr mslh die.. hmm nothing happend awlnya..just like normal frndship i like him die sgt baik as kwn.. n i ksian kt die sbb kna dump ngn gf die..so tkar2 cte..die x pggil i kakak pun wlupun die tu sbaya adik i kay 22..hmm just KAU n AKU.. ari2 text n i yg mmg sunyi ni pun rsa la terisi bila ade org yg caring alwys tnya kabar n text me..i ska text ngn die n give him a spport..i nak die bangkit n x jatuh x kecewa..till one day i rasa ari2 nk jumpa die, borak ngn die n die yg sweet talker ni akn crik peluang cmne nk lepak ngn i..hehe sampaila one day i nmpk die teman someone ni break..hmm i nmpk die nk blik, tetibe x jdi blik n kta nk beli brg..i just said oh okey hehe.. tetibe rsa pelik xkn lama sgt beli brg.. i pun ap lgi g la jln kt cafe..guess what??? die bkn g beli brg tpi tmn pmpuan mkn hah kau!!! tipu rupanya..ehh apsal rsa panas n sakit hati lak..bkn spe2 pun..i lalu kt sblh die..but buat2 cam x pndg la.. n i tak text or ckp pape..hmm till then die msg n tnya i okey ke x?? motif?? haha die takut i jeles le tuww tpi i buat2 xde pape..then itulah mulanya..i da start jeles kay.. die plak mkin hari mkin sweet.. hati i yg lembut bak sutera ni plak tak kental.. hmm dr KAU AKU da tukar jdi AWK SY.. haha so kelakar.. then tukar lgi SYG DEAR...huuuu die slalu ckp sweet2..yes i taw die keliru tpi i ttp lyn die..hmm i takut tpi i tetp pergi kt die,i men api api yg marak n keliru.. haishh i cuba jrk kn dri tpi tak boleh.. i da suka n rindu die.. die plak slalu take care sgt.. hmm die pnh ckp die syg kt i..29 of februari, i suka sgt2..hmm tpi mkin lama i mkin jeles n die mkin keliru dgn rsa..die bkn ska i pun sbnrnya.. die just keliru.. u rasa? yes i yg slh percaya pd bdk kcik tuh.. hmm n now.. i da lari..then i crik die blik, i syg die..sgt2.. there is so many story yg i rsa sweet n i x pnh buat ngn org lain..i just act like dis is not me..not myself.. hmm but i feel happy.. n hurt at the same times bcoz die da tolak i..yes die jauhkan dri dr i.. no more texting, our conversation bcome short, shortest n empty.. hmm i love him.. i already fall in love wif him.. n now i taw die byk kwn pmpuan.. dunia kami berbeza..sgt2 berbeza.. i hve my own life yg i kna lgkapkan secepatnya i da berusia..die msh muda nk enjoy n teroka mcm2 benda.. i just love him..my crush dat i couldnt have..but deep my heart i alwys wanna him accompany mylife everyday..every single second..be the man dat can lend his shoulder for me to cry on.. the man dat can hold me tightly..n the men dat lend beside me when i woke every morning..i wanna be the last love for him..may i??? will dis dream cme true???
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